The struggle & getting out of bed.
The day starts with someone knocking on the door, you went to bed later than usual. After a few minutes after the knocks, you decide to get up. There is no one there anymore. You now have a choice to make, go back to sleep or wake up and live the day? Every cell in your body is telling you to sleep just a few more, and yet, you look at the window. It’s a beautiful day out there…
Why is it so hard to master our minds? I make myself that question sometimes. It should be all the cellular programing from years of past generations. It’s just me, you know? But I don’t want to be like this anymore, I want to take my responsibilities, to experience my best life, to align, see the synergies of the universe.
I choose to wear my sandals and get out. Suddenly it feels like I was ejected from my own house. It does not feel like home anymore, it’s just a temporary place to live. Is it too cold to say that? Yeah, I’ve said that. But I learned to enjoy while I still got the benefits of it, I must admit that there are some great ones, in which I am truly grateful. Right now I decide to get myself moving, and to move forward, we can’t have any heavy baggage, can we? Emotional baggages are there to hold us grounded, just like sand bags hold balloons that want to see the space.
Walking does feels good. And I can’t remember my bed anymore. It’s because of this feeling that each day I struggle to not stay in bed. When I do stand up, It’s the first and wisest choice of the day. Sleeping is nice, having the time to recharge is important, but I think there’s more in life than that.
To control our mineral body, the one that wants to stand still for as long as we possibly can, we must strive it so bad that it just works without you even thinking about it. But how? Habit building, maybe?
We should master the mind in order to live the fulfilling life that is out there, waiting for your actions. Mastering the mind means not thinking about it every time, but recognizing patterns emerging from destructive thoughts, then like an alarm, wipe it out for good. GET OUT! I say, sometimes… 5 seconds after, boom, it’s gone.
Well, I must admit that reprogramming our own subconscious body is hard. We don’t feel it, we don’t see it, we know that it is there. But how to make this a priority, and why should you? The most important reason I see is creating, and getting in motion, being the leader of your own company, your game of life. There is no right or wrong, no magical formula. What works for me may work for you, but I realized that by knowing myself. Diving Deep.
Now, I’ve scrolled up and there is this page, filled with words. It amazes me, the skill I have to create something out of nowhere. I’m again thinking about nothing, just writing for the sake of combining the words and then laughing at how bad it is. But again, is it really bad or is it getting better just because I want it to be? You see, intent is powerful, and my words may not be the perfect fit for your needs.
The whole point here is that all you just read is made up in a single pomodoro. And I’m here in another Friday night, focused on working and improving my craft. There isn’t many people I know doing the same.
#Day 16
Reviving the #100DayWritingProject
