The assumptions people make about you.
Its often confusing to interact with another humans. Some of them are thinking like you. Some of them may never understand you. But all of them have a story, and all of them come and go.
They will never know the pain you once felt, they never will see the eyes you once saw. But yet, you never could believe you still have the same kind of soul as them all. And perhaps, your story might be completely different just because of one single talk you once had with someone.
This chaos called life, this causality, this randomness is surely one of the most beautiful things of life itself, and it is what makes me believe that I can change the future. Because life happens from me, not to me…
Meeting a new someone is imposing your experience and opinions to another person. It is a process of organizing words and thoughts. Organizing highly diverse brain connections and activating them all at once, in order to clearly expose your feelings at the moment. Meeting is living, is connecting, and is understanding.
Yesterday I went to an event with the goal of making connections. And I can boldly tell that the overall result of the whole experience was great. Somehow people felt this peace inside my body. This power, this greatness that I know I have. And some may say that I shouldn’t say this due to humility issues. In reality, it is the truth, and my feelings. I’m only sharing them with you reading this text, which might even be anyone.
But I like saying that I know I am incredible, super intelligent, and most of all, concerned about the experience and happiness of all the others at my surrounding. I like it because there is no society rules here. I make my own rules of expression.
In the previously spoken event, I could get to know the currently most inspiring person in my opinion. Gabriel Goffi is a former poker player which became an entrepreneur, teaching how to live the in most performatic way possible. Always connected with the own art, act and living in performance.
After a long and intense hug, we stare at each other eyes. His eyeballs were the smallest possible, and I remember this strong pulse in my forehead. After a small talk, he asked the question which will echo in my thoughts for a long time:
“Where does all this peace comes from” — He asked.
How could he feel it? What else was he thinking? What have I inspired in his heart? I don’t know and there is no possible way to know it. But one thing I am sure of, I inspired in him a enormous sense of love. And not only in him.
In this event some 5 people group dynamics were made, and my group was impressed by my words. They all complimented me a lot.
But yeah, why does this makes any impact in my life?
It is all because of the moment. Right now, the day after, I have only the memory left, and I can’t rely on it. I know, from the bottle of my heart, that those 5 seconds when we were staring each other pinpointed in our subconscious a singular summary of our history. My journey… Where I come from, who I am, and where I’m going to.
I can’t use words to describe this kind of feeling. But one thing I am sure is that the path of least resistance is being built. And in a closer-than-I-think future, all the constructive habits and thoughts that I am planting will then flower, and show to the world that I cultivate mutual love, happiness and a peace.
I aspire a better future not only for me, my family or my closest ones. A better future will be provided for my whole society, all the people that once were part of social interactions with me. All the ones that I love, loved, or don’t even know that exists. The impact of this future relies only on my actions.