Journal Entry From A Saturday Night.

This past week was kinda crazy. Today I will publish this article as an journal entry. I got into the writing flow and made very few edits.

It’s a new format and I hope it brings you value.

So far So Good.

I have started the 100 day coding challenge and it’s going solid.

I’m already on day 6, with a project going on with a deadline close... It’s good to have something to focus my attention and dive deep again. This is my plan A and I’m focusing on it so that I won’t need a plan B.

We came to this world for something. There’s actually a reason for things to happen the way it does. Not that the particular organization of the past brings any logic to the present, but it’s because of this movement flowing from past to the future that we are able to experience life.

Recently I read a book called The order of time and the words of the author are still in my head. Apparently I should stop being afraid to write here and start using this space for expressing myself the way I want like I did when first started in may 2017.

So what what comes up in the end makes no sense?

SO WHAT english is not my first language?

SO WHAT I use the letter I so much?

It was never my goal to start publishing here because I wanted followers. When I started publishing on medium the only reason that motivated me to keep doing was that I was growing as a human being.

I was using this as a tool, as a fertilizer for creativity to flourish.

And then it came the medium mastery course, along with the medium partner program, and with that the little voice inside my head kept telling me that I needed to be like others because they were getting attention.

But I have realized that people with strong minds are often alone. The ones with strong mind are running in their own world. Their own lane.

And it’s because they focus their game on themselves that they are strong.

When we race disputing the first place with others, we burn out and never get the first place. While we are focusing on being faster that the one in leadership, other John Doe Someone comes from behind with more energy and wins in the final kilometers.

Life is a marathon, not a quick-run.

And because life is like a marathon, we should treat it as such. It’s not because we are used to short-term rewards that we cannot break habits.

This life experience is our own, and we can create it as we want to. If there is a habit making me anxious or feeling not capable of doing something, This is a red-zone activity.

I’ll need to empower myself and break them.

This process means that we need to stop fearing and concerning. When I used to fear about lack, I would create more of it. Because energy grows where attention goes.

And at this moment I dumped a lot of thoughts without connections. I wanted to open myself here and so I did.

But what’s the point of doing this if it’s not helping others? I just need to make sure that the volume isn’t too loud otherwise Ill blow my ears together with my mind.

After a while without writing from the heart, here I am again.

And it feels right, this chillhops on the backgroung along with some manifestation binaural beats. It’s my magic formula to forget about the world while enjoying some alone me time.

The simplest things holds the biggest miracles.

The thing is that just by me showing my true face to the readers, we can connect more. And we can build a relationship that ends up being a win win situation.

You clap and engage with the stuff that I post, I post to help more people.

You might be doing good, but maybe there are others facing depression, facing a broken heart, of the fear of being alone.

Maybe you might not understand what I’m saying, and maybe what I write might be the missing key for someone to go to the next level.

This whole creativity and sharing thing was never about being popular. I’m learning how to be alone sitting in meditative state with some chill music on the headphone and a computer glowing in front of me.

I’m a very smart monkey who hacked the way that society works. And I want to share how I did it so that other young monkeys can also grow.

We are not alone. Earth is a living organism and everything is actually glued together in a web of sincronicity. And life is the Tao, the whole.

We experience the whole thought 5 senses, the world experience itself through us. Nothing is merging to become everything the moment we close our eyes to sleep.

This is the miracle that few are able to notice.

Thanks For Reading ❤
Much love,
Peace.