Why rush something you want to last forever?

I’m starting from the bottom. It is amazing to be able to share without judgments or even restrictions on this amazing platform.

And right now we started giving life to our creativity without second intentions — Because we couldn’t hold it inside anymore.

My objective here is to express myself, to remove all the previous programming, and the suffer that I hold inside myself. This is hurting me.

I’m avoiding facing the fears, not accepting myself 100%. We can actually to grow more if we let the grudge go.

The time is here, present proof that everything I do is consistently focused on growing. But we got to realize that all those past years of life made us who we are.

And now all I need to do is wait for it to dissolve and change. It is a inner work, a work that needs to be done. But fuck, I was never patient.

I feel bad to say that I’m suffering. Because everyone here on medium is writing about inspirational advices. — On how these 5 magic secrets will bring you the answer to the meaning of life — and be content forever after.

Life is a manifestation from the inside to outside, we can change things, but we must do the effort, not wait until we feel like doing it. This day never comes, trust me, I’ve been there waiting for the perfect timing.

But will those magic secrets be the inspirational piece of advice that you’ve been needing your whole life, really?

Right now I choose to don’t believe this. I need to be different and do different things. And we all need to have our own style, not copy others.

I don’t want to be successfully followed by 100K people which doesn’t read my stories at all. I want to write for the sake of living in the present moment while enjoying being useful for another human, who might be facing the same battles than me.

Wisdom is a fluid acceptive perspective of the world.

We breath in and breath out, just like life.

And this whole story of people which can’t figure out the connections by themselves is making me feel bad.

Right, I probably won’t share this above paragraph, but who says that everything I write needs to be positive all the time? Who says that everything I do needs to be expressed and have the same fit?

Fuck it, I’m just being myself, writing whatever comes to my mind. And I think that this is what is truly wonderful about the Internet.

We have a place to stop taking other peoples words for granted and starting living our own experiences and expectations. Our own, not your mom’s or your partners. Especially not, your bosses.

And if there isn’t 30k people viewing my stories, then let those 30k people live by themselves. Simple as that.

What I have to say is deeper that anything I know, is deeper than my own perspectives. Yet, is authentic and is pure genuineness. I’ve written this whole text without accessing any external source after all. I think it has its value.

Listen to others, but know for yourself

What is important here is to don’t believe in the easy answers. Or cheap advices. Keep the mindset that life is benevolent while building a strong connection with yourself.

And then your feelings may guide you to make beneficial choices intuitively, this is natural, don’t be afraid just because you’ve been programmed to fear the unknown.

Others may try to stop you. And lovers are gonna love what you do. No matter if it is good or if it is the worse piece of creation that you’ve ever done.

You are free to show up in the stage in whatever eccentric way you choose to.

My primary objective writing here is to see people reading my stories as human beings, and then actually talk to them is some sort of way. The same way that others have helped me, I’m going to help others. It is a chain of master and disciples with different levels of wisdom.

The flow allows me to express without judging what is coming out, and then, in the draft review, I read everything, structure the text, and polish the craft.

Making in a way that the eyes can easily assimilate the information that I’m trying to share… Writing is all about expression, and your voice is one of the ingredients of the recipe.

I keep in mind the personality of each one reading, and try to touch their heart with the quotes and the needed effort.

#Day 24

Reviving #The100DayWrittingChallenge

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