I’m feeling a bit shaky, baby.

Fernando Aguilar
2 min readDec 5, 2017

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I’ve been thinking about you… I want to say that everything is working out better than I expected, like, I am grateful to be here and now.

I’m currently open to existence.

I woke up today with a bunch of grapes in my mouth, ready to learn more about myself, and the laws of the universe.

The truth is that I’m feeling tired of learnings, there is no use if I don’t practice and output what is inside of me.

I want to apply everything and discover with my own eyes what works and what doesn’t.

Books are great, school is also great. Really wonderful places to absorb human wisdom. But in a utopia, the knowledge is walking together with the action.

So I’m going to write advices for myself. For me to read when I get lost.

I will know myself while inspiring important day starts, everyday.

Today I choose freedom from being a victim of the causality, I take responsibility again from my choices.

“You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed.”

― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

In becoming who I visualize, I must remove all the resistance that is in between me and my future self.

This resistance is fear based, and my mind is pure, like a quartz crystal. They don’t belong together — I am individual and multiple at the same time.

The air is caring me around like I need it to. Call it prana, call it oxygen. It’s just words. The purpose is yet to be revealed, the veil is falling down.

And this feeling is unstoppable, the dharma is the law, and the law is the dharma.

I find amazing importance in developing virtues. Also important to be aware. Crushing habits that no longer are serving.

It’s becoming easier to feel happiness inside, I’m alive, I woke up. As long as I’m experiencing existence, the journey will continue.

Of course I still have some aspirations and desires, but those are focused on the creation, and not in the results as they were.

Next Monday I’m going to Portugal. Lets keep ourselves connected.

What I initially wanted to say is that this volunteer work should teach hell of a lot about acting for love, with zero expectations.

I know that this will cause revolutions.

#Day 27

#The100DayWritingProject

Thanks For Reading ❤

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Fernando Aguilar
Fernando Aguilar

Written by Fernando Aguilar

• • Outputting thoughts as they emerge from inside ••

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