Grow The Courage To Be Wrong.

Fernando Aguilar
5 min readMay 1, 2019

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I started writing this just when I was in the middle of an emotional chaos.

Left my parents home searching for some better alternatives to what was presented to me. Gradually I was moving and being productive again.

Soon enough I was confused by so much information in the big city. But still was making small improvements, learning and creating.

So many people have considered themselves experts and said that they were in possession of the secret formula to achieve the transformation we so need.

But the process of self-discovery is very complex and personal.

By innerstanding, overstanding, and understanding that each one is unique and respecting that, you use your higher mind to elevate and potentiate the collective, I am you, you are you. ❤

We must always be alert to the details happening, to our experiments, to be able to make the best possible use of time, searching for viable alternatives that allow the transformation of the human being.

|Mindfulness|

Today I realize that I grew and evolved a lot in regards to that person I was 3 years ago.

Everything in your life is there as a vehicle for your transformation, use it.! — Ram Dass

It may be simple to write when we are in a formed habit, but the attitude of turning thoughts into words is angry. I admire myself for having the courage to express myself and to post some new text or poem.

It is a difficult attitude, many admire when I show. I know, I am in the advantageous economic position and I have to use this in my favor.

Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but I know the plans are forming and I have faith that I will conquer my limiting beliefs. It is true that I seek ordinary goals, travel the world, be happy, live on vacation, be rich.

All written goals are material descriptions of passing satisfaction. But I realize that above all this is the way I see what I do and the way I treat those people around me. I am happy to say that I am aware and treat them the best way possible.

No matter if it’s the waiter or the CEO, I bring the same smile and the same feeling that I’m doing my best to love them the same way I love myself.
Unconditionally.
Sometimes put a lot of pressure on my shoulders to treat people well, or to do good. I slowly realize that it is inevitable to be rude. I am a human being and I am oblivious to the pendulum swings of my mood.

It is living and learning.

Today I talked to a life coach about various things. We talked about marriage, about entrepreneurship, about financial control, and one of the biggest lessons we can throw at our conversations is the ability to adapt and solve problems.

Just as failure is necessary for us to know and value success, I see failure as a result of my choices. This gives me the power of action that is on the other side of the street of those who are victimized by the situation they are in.

I had to come back to Brasilia, yes, I was forced by natural laws. But this does not mean that I failed to open my business in another country as the goals were in the beginning.

To surrender myself to learn about the abundance of money or to make my business workable, I had to step back and project myself further.

This means I have a new opportunity to start from scratch. And success is proportional to the seeds of failure. This time with more wisdom, more confidence and more chances to succeed, I will rejoice.

After all, it only needs to work once to validate my theory that I am not bent on attending university if my goal is to succeed. Even so, I would love to meet new people and open doors for the future. I am grateful to have had a second chance and therefore I will use it in the best possible way. Maybe stay here for another 3 or 4 years. Who knows …

I do not have to accelerate the process, I can do everything in my time, with my personal rhythm, vibration.

But I realize that an execution of entrepreneurship capable of satisfying and solving problems to other people would be ideal. Thus giving much more motivation to the conclusion of the course.

In the end, I do not look for much. I try to be good at what I do. I seek to make a difference, and to be recognized by my abilities. Maybe it is ego satisfaction, but it is not because I am a spiritual person that I should ignore the existence of Ego. This is the battle between Kauravas and Pandavas..

Competition is healthy up to certain limits.

So let it be a competition with myself. Me versus who I was yesterday. And when all goes well and when I am manifesting all material goals. Then I can give up everything and live a full life.

Until then, I still balance my sexual desire, I still balance laziness and fear. And I make this balance the fuel, the constant movement of my body toward the higher planes. As fuel for my goals.

I know that there is a greater law that moves and adapts to those who have nothing, and withdraw from those who have too much. It is a natural process of balance.

And right now, I’m focused on keeping and increasing what I have. It’s no good, I’m strong enough to let it happen, I have faith, and that’s enough for us to achieve what we want. I do my things, I am in this world to live my goals and my challenges.

If we meet, awesome.
If not, awesome.

Thanks for Reading ❤

Much love, take care, good night.

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Fernando Aguilar
Fernando Aguilar

Written by Fernando Aguilar

• • Outputting thoughts as they emerge from inside ••

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